Because we’re identified with the body on some level, we believe we can be victims of the world and circumstances beyond our control. It might be hard to recognize that a hurricane plowing thru and eliminating your house was actually put there by the higher consciousness to help you wake up from thinking in separation and that it’s happening for your benefit.
Even if we can get down with that concept, it’s still likely going to be triggering some deeply upsetting feelings within, but that is the whole point.
The point is to bring up all of those feeling for healing and for transmutation. For recognizing that even though it feels very real as we are moving thru these apparent experiences that we are merely watching a screen of consciousness and only really capable of perceiving.
No one is inside of a body. This is the secret game we play.
We are hiding from ourself and forgot that we made up this world to pretend like we are separate and finite rather than the entire universe itself.
Everyone perceiving themselves as having or being embodied carries some level of victim consciousness within their psyche and where there are victims, there are perpetrators. Some of us seem to be victimized by other people. Some experience being victimized by nature or wild animals or flat tires and tax forms.
The list goes on, but these encounters are merely to alert the consciousness to the fact that it is dreaming a dream of separation and that it’s not in fact actually happening. Although to the identified human ego, there is a very real feeling experience that can’t be denied on the earthly level, but indeed should be denied within the space of inner being-ness.
It’s always an illusion that is occurring just to bring up a feeling inside of you. You projected the scenario in the world, in order to get a trigger so you can wake up from the dream of death.
We are awakening to the truth. The truth that the entire world is actually coming FROM us. We have the power to shift it but where there is subconscious false belief systems lurking beneath a vast sea of iceberg tips, there is reinforcement of that false belief in the perceptual reality to the point that what is false is actually appearing as true and so we continue to believe it.
Whatever we believe we perceive.
This victim consciousness is buried deeply and must be brought to the surface, witnessed, and transmuted. This happens when we get the upset feeling that arises and we breathe into and sit present with it rather than spinning in mental storms and fantasies about the feelings.
We’re asking for forgiveness and recognizing that even if it seems like someone or something is a perpetrator, the purpose of that experience is to allow the feelings to come in and be released without projecting them back into external by blaming the “other”.
Here in-lies the challenge to the ego personality.
We can’t help it if we find ourselves projecting because it is the awareness that chooses not the human self. The awareness chooses the way it wants to learn in the illusion. We don’t pick our curriculum as the finite identity, we only choose how to be with what arises. We can react in fear or we can respond in love, but we don’t really know what that looks like and so learning to ask for higher guidance when feeling triggered is imperative for transmutation. We forget who we are when we are triggered and the shadow easily rears its sneaky little head in those moments, but when we can catch our breath and allow spirit to move thru us rather than the ego thoughts, we are making great strides to move beyond the shadow and this dark and evil dream of suffering.
One must be still and present to their feelings in order to do that. This is alchemical gold. The transmutation of fearful energy into love. Everything is designed to trigger us on purpose, but we aren’t typically using our feelings for healing, we’re running away from them. We don’t want that intensity. We fear it because we don’t know what it’s for, logically and rationally, and we don’t know how to use it to make miracles. We don't know that emotional storms are often the entry portal to divine power but we've gotta let it rip.
Numbing the feeling over seems to be the preferred method, collectively speaking, for handling our emotions. We need to feel them and see them for what they really are not numb them out. Numbing feelings keeps a part of you locked away inside of your own inner prison. You don’t have to stay there. You are the key to your own salvation.
Wouldn’t you like to make miracles by transmuting the deep seated emotional pain lurking underneath the surface of your psyche? Allow your feelings the space to express themselves in healthy responsive ways rather than reacting to them by harming another.
Sending ill wishes mentally, to another human is the same as attacking them in the physical world and is the same as attacking yourself because you cannot be separate from anyone. It's an attack on the "hive". It’s all very innocent, you aren’t realizing the attack. The mind will tell you that you are guilty but that’s not true. The purpose of pointing is to bring awareness to habits and patterns not to condemn anyone for engaging with the shadow energy. No one is guilty here. We’re playing out energies with each other and it’s not personal even though it can certainly feel that way.
Most of us don’t recognize how energy works. It’s a shared mind. What we are perceiving is a dream of insanity. We are watching energetic thought forms play out as they manifest into the perception and we think what we see is “real”. It’s real and it’s unreal, but it’s really just nothing. It's all smoke and mirrors.
Don’t be in denial of what seems to occur in the perception in terms of how you move thru earth, but simultaneously with awareness, you can recognize the illusory nature of what seems to be occurring.
Watch your mind. Watch your thoughts.
Ask for help to clear out the negativity.
You don’t have to do anything special as a human, just be aware and present to the thoughts in your mind and to the feelings that are asking to be seen, felt, and expressed. Creative expression can help the feelings move thru you whether that is thru art, music, dance, gardening, projects, whatever.
Don’t busy yourself to avoid the feelings, FEEL the FEELINGS as you are moving thru the day and ask to be shown what they are for. Ask to be shown why you are having an upsetting experience rather than defaulting to the tricky stories and lies of the habitual ego mind.
There is always something more to be seen and learned when we are willing to look, but we don’t have to go looking for it because there is nowhere to go.
Many spiritual seekers find themselves at the top of the mountain but don’t yet remember that they were given magic beans to plant once they got there. So, they sit on top of the world, thinking their work is all done, missing "home", still searching in their habitual mind for answers, instead of realizing they have the power to climb the beanstalk within and go higher with only a just a little bit of willingness to see that they are already holding the key to that in which they seek.
EveryONE remembers. Eventually. That is for certain.
There is no end to this thing and at the same time there is no beginning either.
It’s all right here,
it’s all right now.
It’s all one.
It’s all YOU.