Sep 19, 2021
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Sitting in the parking lot and watching as this happy family just walked to their car. I cried.
I bawled as I watched:
" Mom and dad, happy and smiling at each other and at their children.
Everyone is happy to just be.
They work as a team to load everyone in the car and dad opens the door for mom and gives her a quick kiss on the hand before helping her into her seat and gently shuts the passenger door, before going to get in the drivers seat. "
IT’S ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED. MY FAMILY. A TEAM.
To NOT be so ALONE and feel so WORTHLESS. I’ve given up hope that that is my future.
Too much time and energy invested in people that NEVER really wanted me..
NEVER really valued me..
NEVER really loved NOR cherished me..
NEVER really respected me..
NEVER really appreciated me.
I guess that’s the HARDEST part. To know that I was NEVER really loved. That I was just a Stepping Stone to a better life.
Everything .. EVERY SINGLE part of me is breaking and I’m trying to keep my head above water but I’m slowly feeling like letting go. I just want to let go.
AIGGM© —IS ASKING ALL OF Y'ALL TO PLEASE JOIN US IN PRAYER FOR OUR FELLOW SISTER IN CHRIST <3 PLEASE PRAY FOR HER!