How have I
Gone so long
Without feeling
A single drop of happiness
Rain down on me?
For so long
There was a happiness drought.
And now,
When it rains,
It pours.
Droplets containing particles.
Particles of my happiness.
They hit me
Like a punch in the face;
But a good kind of punch.
I'd get punched
A thousand times,
If it means feeling like this.
Droplets of euphoria.
It takes away the numbness.
I no longer dissociate.
I'm in the present.
The drops of happiness,
A reminder of that.
I am grateful.
I am in a state of euphoria.
It feels nice
To feel;
Something;
Anything,
Other than sadness.
I dance in those drops of happiness
Because I know
What it's like
To experience a drought.
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