May 03, 2022
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Yesterday the universe by way of my friends and complete strangers reminded me I am loved. There is so much going on in the world. some days I feel beat down, tired, sore, in pain, and frustrated. I was exhausted and attempting to put up a good front. I have poison Ivy on various spots now of my body…my neck and chin have joined the creeping crude movement. Considering the amount of poison Ivy I played in it’s pretty impressive I only have random spots and am not covered head to toe in it. There is still more work to be done pulling dead Ivy from the tree canopies out back and the front garden is a poison Ivy patch. I will gear up over the weekend to tackle that mess. I’m just thankful that I am able to save some trees and bring some flowers and love into the area. Its a ton of work but it’s so worth it. The yard guy came and chain sawed a dead shrub and vines yesterday while I was at the store. The gum trees have been dropping little balls of green pollen all over the place and it’s a FT job just picking them up. I am giving the rake a day or so off but will be gearing up to do light work as the weather permits. The huge poison vine on the front tree decided to grow tendrils from the bottom into the yard. I’m so thankful for the round up which helps keep things in check.
I am grateful and appreciate of my friends helping to solve some of my fiscal issues. My phone is back on, I talked to my Dad and Mom, I have ibuprofen and Benadryl cream, and a house full of fresh veggies, fruits, and coffee!!! I can move my body and my jaw is not at painful. OMG…all this is huge to me. Kronos has food, water, litter, and treats.
I was waiting in front of the grocery store with a pile of groceries for my 5 dollar Uber to take me home and I exchanged pleasantries with 2 ladies on their way into the store. On exciting they offered to help me get home with money in hand. I declined and explained I was waiting for an Uber…it touched me so much and I started crying outside the grocery store. Crying relief at kindness of the offer from complete strangers. I was reminded by the universe that kindness matters and we will all be ok. I consider my accident 20+ years ago as a wake up call to bring light into the universe. That everything I do is connected to others and we must care for each other. Kudos and thank you universe. I got home, put everything away, ate a huge salad, took ibuprofen, and slathered Benadryl cream on all the creeping crude. Sat down on the sofa…and passed out.
I awoke a few hours later. I checked Twitter and saw the leaked SCOTUS documents. I was floored…never in my lifetime did I think this would happen. Experiencing the rise of the destruction of government is not the same as reading about it. Many Americans have fought for rights they should have been afforded from Day 1. Decades of minorities are still fighting for equal rights. I thought I understood…I was wrong. The direct assaults against the founding principles of government is surreal. I always thought that as the world grew people would become better, kinder, and more accepting. Nope…I don’t see that happening. I’m disgusted by members of Congress and by SCOTUS who swear an oath that they have blatantly violated. I will direct some energy and light to fight against those violations. Greed, power, and disease are what have caused prior civilizations to fail. We have all 3 right now. So I’m going to tie my ribbons and dance on blistered and bloody feet to move forward with love and light to make sure people forcing religious ideologies, which they use to disguise their bigotry, racism, and hate, don’t take over. As a 3rd generation American I never wanted things to return to “normal” I thought a global pandemic was the perfect opportunity to move towards changes for the better. Remove disparities, allow us to all care for one another, and make positive changes that benefit everyone. I want everyone to know they are loved and to make sure crappy people get ousted from positions of power. 🤷🏻♀️
Thank you all for following along on my journey. I hope I bring a little light and joy into your universe with my rants, pictures, and video. You are the lights shining bright in my universe. I appreciate you. You are loved! Thank you for being my light when the darkness encroachs and always reminding me I am loved.
Love and light to to you all. 🩰☕️❤️
Send love, comments, music, coffee, no more creeping crude showing up on my body thoughts. ❤️❤️❤️
I’ll post some pictures later this afternoon after work…🩰🩰🩰☕️