As I worked my way through addiction I dove head-first into my recovery routines. I was addicted to them from wake-up time to workouts to calories burned to chapters read.

I flipped my addiction against itself. Or did I just replace one addiction for the other? I’m not really sure. Ill take my new addictions over my old ones any day!

The problems began when I turn into a dick because I didn’t get my routine done in my time in my day exactly as I wanted. Then the anger crept in, settled and took root.

Now I’m fighting with a bad attitude that still distances me from my family. I don’t often see my shit attitude. I’m told I’m angry all the time out that I’m never really happy.

It’s a hard fight.