Hi everyone, I have some terrible news. (I'm writing this on two hours sleep and weeks of stress so forgive me in advance.)
My cat Willow, my beloved, my baby, is very sick. It's quite serious and I'm honestly not sure if she's going to make it. To say that I'm utterly heartbroken is an understatement. I am gutted, I am...broken. Her illness was 100% preventable and the guilt and anger I feel is immeasurable. This should not be happening. At this point, I'm basically just trying my best to hold it together enough to function. Some people won't understand because she's "just a cat" and those people will probably never get it, but some of you know how I feel. Willow has saved me a thousand times in the 11 years I've had her. She is my heart. My love. She is the best little cat that anyone has ever had.
As of now the reactions are over. My instinct is to want to use TVD as an escape, but right now everything is just too raw and uncertain. All of my focus is on her. I hate that I even have to go to work every day because I just want the whole world to stop while I try to save my baby.
I don't know what's going to happen next. At all. With anything. I'm sorry to let you all down right at the finish line. I just can't do this right now and I hope you understand.
Thank you for everything. It's been a joy.
Please send Willow positive healing energy. It's not time for her to leave me yet.