It’s been a long time since I wrote on here… a lot has gone by. Mentally I feel stronger but also not.!!! I have been working from home for over a year and half and it’s been 2 weeks since I started back in te office. I work in the NHS and live my job where I do a bit of everything (no really). It’s been amazing to see people, chat, have decent coffee etc but the fear of becoming ill because I’m vulnerable is paralysing and stressful. I have an 11 year old... more

Poetry as a form of living is something that has helped me hang on to reality and life at more difficult times. I end up living through this dream word I create in the poem and that is priceless. Here is one of those dreams....The way I feel...It isn’t new and Can’t heal...They said What’s wrong...With you?...Why are you not strong???I said nothing...But really all I wanted Was to say something....Did happen...And was unwarranted...Then you came... and suddenly...there was no... more

Personal Rambling of a very sarcastic humanAfter years of not journaling I decided that I want to share my ramblings with the world. Why you ask? Well I’m vain enough to think maybe they might be better useful!!! I’m a 47 year old middle class administrator with a passion for mental health and equality between the haves and have nots that walk this world feeling internally different to others for the simple reason that their coping skills are less developed and they perhaps need... more