It’s been a long time since I wrote on here… a lot has gone by. Mentally I feel stronger but also not.!!! I have been working from home for over a year and half and it’s been 2 weeks since I started back in te office. I work in the NHS and live my job where I do a bit of everything (no really). It’s been amazing to see people, chat, have decent coffee etc but the fear of becoming ill because I’m vulnerable is paralysing and stressful. I have an 11 year old daughter who needs me and really no other support network for us. She has been brave and amazing throughout all this but I feel guilty that my illness adds to her stress. As a parent you’re supposed to protect your children not burden them and the guilt this brings can overwhelm me on most days. I forgot about my commitment to write and share on this blog but do want to be more active on here. It’s not about coffee but about learning, sharing the load with others, helping them carry theirs and growing. This is my comeback post. I’m gonna commit to be on here more. Bye for now.