Oh you grief,

Your a funny old thing

Sitting in silence

Waiting in the wing


Oh you grief,

Your vastly invested

In the secrets, in the shadows

Oh aren’t you tested


Oh you grief, 

How now I Sea

You running the theatre

The production of Me


You’ve taken me over

Unknown for years

So much silence 

In all of my tears


Oh you grief,

How is it only now I Sea

Just how much

You have enveloped me


Oh you grief,

Your a sneaky little thing

Hiding in secret

Awaiting to sing


Oh you grief,

I can now hear your song

And I Sea now

How I went wrong


Oh you grief,

I didn’t acknowledge you

I didn’t know how 

To be or do


Oh you grief

You’ve enveloped my being

It’s only now in this space

That I’m truly Sea~ing


Oh you grief,

You washed my innocence away

In The masculine it’s heavy

Oh how I need to find play


Oh you grief,

Of the masculine men

My whole life it feels

You trapped me in a pen


Oh you grief,

When I didn’t acknowledge you

I shattered and burned

All resemblance of true


Growing up without you,

I always knew we would be

Brought back together

Down by the Sea


What I didn’t know then

Was in Spirit it would Be

Too late for the physical

Hug under the tree


Your death shocked me

It’s only now that I Sea


That I never had space

To take it at my own pace


14years later

And now I can be

At peace with knowing

That I now can Sea


It wasn’t me.


Oh you grief,

How you enveloped me,

To be everything but

The truthful Sea.


Oh you grief,

When the masculine leaves me

It gives such space to sea

To grieve and be


All of my Daddies,

you all abused me


The first the physical

The second the sexual

The third the emotional


The truth

The fall


You all set me up


In my grief you can Sea


Because she always chose


You over me


Oh you grief,

I Sea you now

A deep dark performance

Don’t forget your bow