A long time ago my light became dim, So I took it and buried it deep within. now I am always awake while everyone is sleeping, cause there's no difference between nightmares and dreaming. It's a thin line between an Angel and a Demon... Stuck in my head constantly screaming. Blurring my vision, Adding to the condition. But don't mind me, This will always be, I feel full and so empty... Always in between conflict and harmony. I feel so many things from one minute to the next, So... more

What is it, that I am supposed to learn?Obstacles at every turn,Might as well just let it burn.Not try to calm and tame,Chaos, final spark, ignite the flame...Isn't that why you came?To watch the final show,To watch the brick break, the glass crack, and the paint flow?Sorry things moved kind of slow... but now you know.It took everything being destroyed for me to finally let it all just go...

Its just another night,Always feeling like a fight...But this time I just mightGet higher than a kite...Life feels pointless and S#[email protected] feels so fake,I don't know how much more I can take...I know I kept trying but y'all just see me as a mistake,When is it going to be my turn at a piece of the cake?Everywhere I go I make things better than before.I've played the damn game and I've beaten the high score,But now I have nothing to call my own anymore...To be... more

When I was five or six years old, my parents got me my first ten-speed bicycle. Obviously, it was way too big for me but that was the way I got things like that since we were not well off. Needless to say, I had issues learning to ride it. My dad didn't exactly have patience and usually, after just a few tries and failures, he would give up and put my training wheels back on. He wasn't exactly nice about it either. The final time he had given up I decided this time to ask if he could... more

Once upon a time, not that long ago I felt some kind of balance, I felt the energy flow... it was like a drug, I wanted more and more,And just like a drug, I'd look anywhere to score. Try and do whatever it took to feel that way again But everywhere I turned, I'd be put in a spin...When I sobered up and took the nine to five, Always longing for that which made me feel so alive. The "normal life" was not for me, i knew this deep down I wasn't meant to be stuck in this... more

It's really hard to concentrate My thoughts are coming at a blinding rate,I've tried to medicate,But my system is obstinate.I tried to tell them but they hear only what they want toThey would rather believe a lie than tell what is trueRefusing to face the mirror that is me,Afraid of the view.It's really hard to operateWhen you weren’t shown how to tolerate,When the ones you trusted only pontificate and manipulate,Self-confidence, they would decimate.Picture perfect family... more