NorthSoulStar I am rebooting my NorthSoulStar project and moving content there. It will take a little time to get going. I expect to continue to talk about spirituality through the lens of my personal journey. I am no longer offering direct support or community membership on this Buy Me A Coffee page. Following recent events in community, it is something I no longer feel like I can provide. Some of which I have already posted here. I have become completely disillusioned by all things to do with... more

The intensity I am feeling since the scandal surrounding Bentinho Massaro’s #Cult #SpiritualEgo #Narcissism resurfaced just keeps expanding, deepening.All this trauma is surfacing from inside of me these last few days. About how I used enlightenment teachings to abandon myself. Especially in the hottest period of my life around four years ago. About how I thought I was done with that, but I’m not.And I’m experiencing devastating levels of conflict within myself. My mind so... more

I want to talk about the latest controversy regarding Bentinho Massaro, a spiritual teacher. But this is just me riffing. This is just me telling my own story. Because I have been on this journey –this spiritual awakening journey for quite a few years now. And Bentinho has been a huge part of it. Him and his teachings. It’s not me adding to accusations, or interpreting the alleged events. It’s just a blog about me and making a space for myself, because... more

It has been a bit of an epic wild ride for me these last two months. I started feeling the heat mid-December. And then straight after Christmas the intensity I was feeling inside of me was becoming overwhelming. It’s not to say that the intensity wasn’t there already, it’s just – holy crap – the dial got turned up to 11 and then the dial broke. It did not ease. It only got stronger. Into January I began to feel like I was losing control. Again. It... more