It's a self reflection, mind analyzation!
I am not ashamed. I don't feel that way.
I feel ashamed. I'll feel ashamed if I don't do more. I feel ashamed if I don't pursue. I'll feel shamed if i pause. I won't feel ashamed if I know I should pause. I won't feel ashamed if I don't know what to do. I'll feel ashamed if I don't act on the assignment.
What assignment. Well, the assignment to know more of me. To find out what more I can do (through Christ who strengthens me). I believe that there is more to me that I haven't seen manifest.
My face is changing. My teeth reflects my age, my wisedom. My hair is being mastered. I am crowned. I see my crown. My body is being weighed down by its' weight. I can see it clearer now. I can see me clearer now, that the storm is gone.
Though tested by imagination, voices, and self. There is so much to say and so little time. I want to explain all that has happened. I want to share all that I've gained. I just need to keep going. There's so much that will be said when the time has come to share. It's then you gave.
Keep giving now. Don't be ashamed. Don't look back. Don't look forward. Focus on what's approaching you now. Stop at what your facing now. Answer. Discern. Question. Learn. Grow. Conquer. Be humble! And Teach.
What I don't feel ashamed about is my faith and knowing JESUS! You should drink from the fountain that won't run dry.
It's Anakeisha, Blessings!