A Quick & potentially unnecessary share but here we are... I suddenly stopped working earlier and began to think about if/when people I've known over the years start to die. I literally sat at my desk in floods of tears for half an hour or so. hahahah I thought about the randomers I've met on nights-out, old work colleagues, family-friends, I stayed stuck flicking through the warmth of my memories and feelings for people I don't even do life with anymore. I didn't... more

It must hurt youThe fact that I'm writing about other peopleThe fact that you can see my heart ripped apartBut all you've ever wanted to do was to love me from the start.But I cannot let you.I will hurt you.I will hurt you a thousand timesjust like they've hurt me.I won't allow you into the carnage of my heart.I care about you far too much.My focus will re-adjustbut until thenDon't let me be the reason to break your... more