So, I've been searching high and low for a place to blog about the things I'd like to whether it be my art or my life I wanted a place to talk with others and share life. Then low and behold a friend of mine posts her blog on I go to donate to her page not really knowing what this site is and see all types of wonderful people talking about all the things they enjoy so here I am. I was told to make a goal for this page and I did, for now I will remain anonymous, but at $1000 I'll reveal myself. I'm not quite sure if my face is worth that much, but we will see. Alright, I guess I should kick this thing off with a little about me. I have a husband and 4 kids. We have 2 dogs and three cats. I am 36 years old and a filmmaker by trade(10+ years). I am also into a ton of other things too like I was a relationship educator for 6 years and I am currently studying herbology, I collect crystals and I create my own syrups for cooking and beverages. My goal is to one day sell my creations in farmers markets, but the market itself is so oversaturated so it's more difficult than it seems.

Hmm...Let's just get this over with too. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, anxiety, and depression. I am currently getting diagnosed with body dysmorphia and OCD and trichotillomania. I wish I could say I don't let any of those things stop me, buttttttt let's be real with each other. For example, I really wanted to go to coffee this morning. It took me 3 hours to talk myself into it and because I just moved to a new city the shop was hard for me to find and unfamiliar so I lasted about 30 minutes and left. I used to love going to those shops, but alas, I am at least trying. I'll end my first post here and see if anything happens... :)