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Well, this is a place for me to be me. To be open and honest and thoughtful. To document the intricacies of life, existence, and being. I think life can be ugly. More ugly for some than others of course. The ugliness of existence presses my heart hard. It makes life dark for me. I began to see things in black and white. I began to despise tomorrow. I had no real reason to hate being alive, I just ...
What is this crap?
Apr 13, 2022
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As I write this, I am in the new room of my house. Half set up. Crying. This is fucking hard. To be frank. Every single day these last two weeks I have wanted to quit. Its unlike anything I have ever experienced. Bodybuilding is the ultimate adversary. You can never win. The harder you lean into it- the harder it leans back. The more you give- the more it gives back. This first show has been a tru...
This shit is hard
Aug 30, 2022
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