My life though scrambled

is cool overall

going through a lot

so i stopped taking calls

from people that love me

and miss me so much

but i cant talk right now

i slipped outta touch

i still love life

its just strange right now

and deranged right now

needs to change right now

cuz i don't know if i can deal

with all this pain right now

haven't vented in a while

haven't spoken out loud

and i feel like theres acid

in my veins right now

i'm mad

and then elated

then fed up

and then faded