My life though scrambled
is cool overall
going through a lot
so i stopped taking calls
from people that love me
and miss me so much
but i cant talk right now
i slipped outta touch
i still love life
its just strange right now
and deranged right now
needs to change right now
cuz i don't know if i can deal
with all this pain right now
haven't vented in a while
haven't spoken out loud
and i feel like theres acid
in my veins right now
i'm mad
and then elated
then fed up
and then faded