Let's talk about the terror barrier for a minute. We have set fantastic goals that we are not sure how we are going to achieve, we just know we want to. Fantastic, by definition, means extraordinary, imaginative, going against reality. So, these goals that we set are going against the norm. People will tell you to get your head out of the clouds and work towards something more realistic. Interestingly, you bought into that mindset as well and because that program has not been re-written yet, your inner voice is telling you the same.
When you impress a fantastic idea into a subconscious that still has some old conditioning there tends to be some internal chaos that ensues. This is because your purposeful goal is driving you forward but your beliefs are trying to pull you back and that expresses as fear. When you push past the fear, though, some beautiful realizations begin to come forward. I think that Will Smith said it best on a click that I saw him in. "God put the best things in life on the other side of fear." Push past the terror barrier and claim your best life ever!
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