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If I believe in God why don't I pray? Why don't I fall to my knees? A white ash mountain with a red heart above me. A mute blue hummingbird on a cup of morning coffee. It is waiting. Something is about to burst, the contents of my chest thrown against the innocence of the sky. If I believe that it's all held together, why aren't I crawling? Why won't I close my eyes? The little doubts and big idea...
if i believe in god why don't i pray?
May 20, 2024
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Embarrassed and totally delighted with myself at how quickly I left that house, it was almost shameful. The door banged off its hinges, the mirror on the leather couch, the black jacket plundered of its cigarettes and ripped open on the bed, the hot tea unfinished, the cap of the aftershave gone missing, how I flew from that house. The sage and dust will need settling. Trace your name in the snow.
leave home
May 17, 2024
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I awoke in the dark this morning from a dream that was on the verge of getting extremely sexual. My heart was crashing against my chest and I realized that I could breathe but that the gulps of air I swallowed would not satisfy me nor the fire alarm in my chest. No matter how much I heaved the space in my lungs remained abnormally quaint. The blue room came into focus and I touched myself a little...
journal entry
May 17, 2024
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