something about #2

Something about the table being uneven, am I shaking or is it everything around me and something about my mind flinching that makes my vision seem like an old VHS tape where you see the specks of static from the film strip but its so quick you don’t know if it was real or not and you don’t ask anyone else if they saw it because even though they most likely probably did what if just maybe what if oh god what if they didn’t