Jun 22, 2022

Thoughts on the stupidness of family

I got a message this morning from my aunt down in NC: "HI, I don't know if anyone told you but your grandpa is in the hospital with congestive heart failure. He's having a pacemaker put in tomorrow..."😐Me: nope nobody told me. How long has he been there?Aunt: he went in last week complaining of shortness of breath. They tried to do stents and then balloon angioplasty but he kept coding so the pacemaker should solve that.😶He...kept...coding... and nobody called me, or... more

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Jun 13, 2022

Accismus and the Fox

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Jun 06, 2022

Testes testes...

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May 24, 2022

Thoughts on feeling like shit

It's how I feel at this very moment. I find myself needing to beg for help. I don't want to. The words are stuck inside me, fighting me tooth and nail, digging desperate heels in... the problem is that my desperation is stronger than the desperation of my pride. I'd honestly rather eat glass... the idea of it seems far more appealing. You see, I am, probably unsurprisingly, in need of help once again. I am down to little enough money that any one purchase will have a massive... more

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May 13, 2022

Thoughts on Friday the 13th

I love the number 13. There is something about being the odd one out. The number everyone looks askance at... perhaps because I frequently feel that way...At any rate, some time backity back in my past, I decided today would be my lucky day. So far, it's been not so lucky... I've got a migraine gearing up behind my eyes. I cried a good bit last night, missing my husband... we would have celebrated today. I don't have any money to celebrate but maybe I will cook a nice dinner... more

Apr 23, 2022

Swan dive

"I see you 🦢 just a swimming and making it look graceful"This was said to me this morning on discord...It made me tear up a little. I am more ugly duckling than swan... graceful, despite being attached to my middle name, is not something I am. There is a reason I quit ballet. 😬Swans are beautiful, and sleek... most days my hair doesn't even get brushed...and when it does, five minutes later you can't tell... my clothes have holes from dog and cat claws, I've got... more

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