I just enrolled but have been thinking about it since start and started experience differences some week ago. Months before and very often before this launch I saw 144 everywhere, felt as being pushed. So I finally said, yes!, can go in full hearted as I trust my judgement and awareness to pick and choose what is right for me at this moment, must not be black/white. Part of the change is also to trust being in a group without losing myself. I have noticed my cat has been really annoying and I have been talking to him going through his starvation trauma like crazy. But he also started going up to be on my chest in the mornings. Myself pulled off the most enormous anger ever on my exhusband and psychological abuser who by manipulation try to take costody of the children, I realize the plan has been built up for years,  confronting him by message and with words and literally choosing to take the battle and not giving him an easy one but more than defending myself I will also use everything I got toward him as well. It is not wrong to use power in self defence. I got really scared of the anger as I usually can’t be angry and felt the physical damage I wanted to make that came up, extremely unlike me and I didn’t know if it was me, him or what! I punched his entirely body energetically and it felt good and terrible at the same time but I couldn’t stop. As if something overlooking my body and it moved out of adrenaline. I spoke out toward his sister and contacted two important old friends of him. Knowing that telling the truth is not back stabbing, it is claiming my space and knowing I’ve done what I can for myself and children in any given situation. A strength was awaken but certainly it took a toll… I am battling  how to solve a battle where it seems I loose in either direction. Being ”untouchable is only a defence, it is not the solution in the outer world”. To fight manipulation and deception from people who are looking for power, the solution might be to unite with cooperation, cards on the table, friendly alliances and asking for help might be the only balancing force. Alone cannot change the world. That is where I am at and I feel it has to do also with the balance between countries in the world. The wars between leaders in the world. Trying to find solutions where solutions can’t be found in the old ways. Where word is against word, the polarisation has become stronger, fears are being enhanced, the other side feel more and more threatened and is making plans behind the scenes…. This kind of nasty stuff. To actually not put the head in the sand but for once and for all stop it. Not there yet though. Working on it. That is what I have been getting last months, networking between light hearted is needed for taking place and power in the outer world. Instead of manipulation to take power - We go for cooperation. For too long I tried to do this battle alone but it is not possible if I don’t also use the same deceptive tools. To separate us is always the easiest way to make us loose power, unite in clusters enhances power. It is time for empaths to take their place in the world. To do this we must trust in others and ourselves and compromise, be aware and fluid, have open communication, have open hearts, be patient, help eachother to become stronger. We build on eachother. Finding companions where the things we Do go well hand in hand without destructive competition but just inspiring us to become even better. I have so little inspiration to be on the inside now, I don’t know why, solving things in the outer world a lot! Longing for peace with meditation again and not being in battles but I want this fight ro run through first. It might shift for the inside again I hope, or the balance between the worlds.  

I feel more peace. For several weeks, I’ve been setting the daily intention to ask for help and be open to the guidance each and every day to be the biggest and best version of myself. That peace that is the answer to both comes faster and easier and stays longer with each day that passes. Telepathic communication with one person has skyrocketed. My cats insist on snuggling up to my high heart (they only do this when I’m really aligned). Tough things that happened a year ago are repeating themselves, but my perspective is so different and I appreciate the growth I see in me. I got a great idea of a money manifestation game to play with a friend. In short, it feels like the outside is starting to reflect my inside… which is most welcome. 💜 my love and big hugs to all. 

Emma I too felt an instant calling to join my true north and was joyful to be part of this group🙏 This week I have had some knee jerking experiences one of which a family member who told me I was very  aggressive in how I spoke to her SO my initial response was to react as my big ego wanted to convey that was not my true intention😱!!!  Anger I then felt arising 😡but there was a heat in my body and an urgency to stop and hold space then  for a moments I sat in stillness it was very intense in a while it passed over phew!!’