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From a young age, I knew I was mean. I think it was in 3rd grade when I realized it the most. Now I do have to say this was the year my parents were going through their divorce so I was probably meaner than usual, but I HATED girls. The girls at my school were total bitches. Not that she'll ever see this but Kaylynn Loder was like my only friend. I even have people now who knew me then say: "yea you were a total bitch." My parents however thought I was this sweet angel child. I apologize Mom and Dad for proving you wrong. In Highschool, I finally realized how mean I had become and tried to be a bit nicer. I think this is when I actually started making friends which was a great time, but little did I know the friends were just as bitchy as me and that's why we were friends. Heading into college I forgot about everyone I knew. A wise high school student Josh Bishop once told all of us that high school wouldn't matter and that we'd all forget about each other and I didn't believe him. And now it is me who has been proven wrong. Don't get me wrong though, I LOVE not being friends with anyone anymore. It gives me time to focus on myself and focus on my relationship with my boyfriend. However, I did grow out of that BITCH PHASE and grow into an "I care, but not a lot" phase. By this I mean now I'm less rude, and stick up for myself. I meet a lot of highschoolers or girls who act like high schoolers and I just shut my trap because GOD I CAN'T STAND THEM. High school girls were my WORST enemy. Sure I got called a slut and a hoe for hanging with just the dudes but I didn't care. At least the boys had my back, didn't talk shit, and actually liked me. ANYWHO.... now that I've gotten through my rant I apologize to anyone who is a highschool girl. Just don't be bitch and we'll get along great :)