Nothing is coincidence, everything has its own meaning and purpose. You have been holding onto something which limits you to pursue your dreams. You have isolated yourself from opportunities and experiences. You might also have been hurting yourself without even realizing it. Then God sends anything to move you, for you to make changes in your life, through goodbyes, heartbreaks, chaos and even conflicts. Those will wider your perspective and to honor yourself more. It’s time to look within, to see what limiting beliefs you have been holding on to, to heal yourself and ask for help if it’s needed.