what mark do you wish to leave?
it’s not a question of one; it’s multiple things.
you see i have success overload and validation greed.
i’ve ... stop!
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i’d like to be talked about for the insight I’ve given, be called upon to speak, to hug and to listen.
i’d like to give people the gift or a sense of that gift which I have - to be used for good; not ill or bad.
i’d like to write a book, one, possibly two - a guide to see through it; it helped me now it helps you.
you see too many self help books are exactly that - a few quotes and few pictures now go make sense of that.
it’s true that the fire must burn deep inside but a fire still needs stoking; wood to be alive (hope too).
i’m esoteric and philosophical too. i’d like to work with others to help understand you.
interview, publish, write and read - i’d like to have a desk that looks far out to sea.
i’d like to be wanted, i’d like to be loved, i’d like my imperfect self to be hugged.
a balance of coffee; a balance of that ☝️. to bring coffee and my past together now that would be that.
whole again for my family, whole again for me, whole again for my friendships - the two together; i’m free.
to feel (rather than be) enough.
to feel enough.
to help people feel enough
Stefan 07:59 - 11/05/2020
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(some explanation)
i’m finding it hard to leave my old world behind. i’m holding back from talking about leadership and coaching and big business too. I’m trying. but it’s at the tip of my tongue daily.
i love coffee; i love making great coffee and people loving us too. but my twitter feed’s not full of coffee; it’s full of you.
its hard to leave behind that which has been your raisin detre for so long. two years into coffee; i can’t shake it off.
i loved coaching, when i was in the groove and i loved inspiring others too. i like responsibility and i have those things now; but not enough.
the two worlds apart are affecting each other; my family too.
the past 6 weeks have been different - i must hold onto some of these weeks.
coffee, conversation, consent - a way through, let’s start a movement.
from bean to cup... a fledgling idea. 08:10
the capitals will come