Win or lose?

Depends on where you are standing?

Does it not?

I have lost many times.

But 5 or 10 years later or so in perspective, I keep finding most losses are gains?

I never wanted that which I lost.

I never gain that which I do not have.

My greatest victories in life are things I have learned from my failures or losses.

I find life is not linear.

Not exact.

In all honesty, would I have found one, I would have taken a more comfortable path in life?

But that's not how it works?

Not if you are spun like me.

Right now in my life, I am finally letting go of things I really believed I wanted.

But found I did not want at all.

I learned that I do not want to be an alibi.

I learned that if I do not wish to be an alibi, I had best not step into a room where people very much need alibis?

I guess that is a victory?

But it felt like a loss.

Life is.

/ Peter Dolving May 14th 2022