It is been a very long time I saw no result in my career.
Did you think I will say I am sad and I have no hope to live?
Just yesterday I realized what the wrong I was doing actually. Yes, today here on the site I will tell you my story and you will read it.
Till the day (21 | 07 | 2022)
In my 27 years age I saw only failures in my life. Whatever I had dreams they all shattered repeatedly. As a school kid I dreamt to be a doctor but this was my bad luck that I couldn't even get a good rank to study in Government college, I had a very worst rank in entrance. My family said they can't afford my education. They are very poor.
I was being persecuted in my entire life both emotionally and physically by my parent. They didn't treated me like their own children. I was like low cast animal for them. I didn't get mother's love as I felt she hates me so much. For her I was mental and psych. My father thought I am not able to do anything. He was beating me like I am a street dog.
I had no love, no respect and no honor. I was nothing for them. Till the day I am also a valueless guy!
My father is very addicted to alcohol, he does what my villagers tell him to do and he does know only how to complain and see everything bad. His mission is to go against all goods.
My mother is not educated, she never appreciate anything and she forgets what God has done good to her. When troubles come my entire family depends on me only, if I don't be able to help them that time they said we are suffering because of you!
They don't realize what good I did to them in past and how I provided them.
After all, I am nothing for them. They see only if I have money or not. When they call me they start talking about lack, sorrow, health issues and finish at money.
For them I am valueless and since years the curse is been followed to me also. Their gene of complain passed in my blood.
I forgot what God has given me. I didn't appreciate his blessings. I prayed to him and when I failed in something and didn't get what I wanted I angered. I complained God most of times. That was a test of God I never learnt to pass in it.
But God is very good and kind. He opened my eyes yesterday morning on 22nd July, 2022. He told me that look yourself, and say didn't I bless you whatever you need? Are you grateful for the things you have now?
How can I bless you more and greater things when you don't identify my blessings in your life, and you only complain about what you don't have yet?
I realized my wrongs I was doing for years. I was so sad of seeing only negative things in my life. I was not grateful and thankful to God that he gave me the precious life, foods, home, clothes, works, laptop, mobile and everything I needed.
I never tried to understand meaning of this verse in Bible.
"Delight yourself in the Lord and the Lord will fulfill your heart's greatest desires."
Now I understand why I was so sad in my life.
Those things were reasons of sorrow for me.
Complaining to God
Not grateful & thankful to God for his blessings
Never tried to see positivity in my life
Comparison
Bad Behaviors
Took action what others said
Depending on other human being
Didn't keep God first
Went against God's will
Not faithful with little things
Asked God only with sorrow
Didn't spend time with God
Ignored holy spirit
Involved in sin
I hope those things and my story has inspired you to do only good and be grateful to God for what you have already. Thank you so much for reading the post. God bless you!
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