I am but new in this new arrange A morbid and horrid of disengageA little contact, I rid you offA simple contract I must dissolve Never a mist of cold terrainsHad I dismiss with needled painsStill I walk with quiet composeStrong and locked in focused poseThere I grew in deepest stressHarden me with cold compressDare I bid a calm farewellTo a bowing distant hellCalling me forth when I heardWith such displeasure in a lurch There I sat with all my lacesKnitting great into white facesGhosts are... more

I have a dark past of meThe light in some parts of meLeave the very good sides of meSo I crave a new mouldTo make better my soulAnd to strengthen my goalsI had a brilliant idea onceJust a thought, one or two pouncedTo track back on the recent monthsI neglected myself a lotDid not trust on what I foughtLeast respected myself and GodSo I'm putting this giant foot downNo more clowning aroundTaking serious my groundsBut I promise I won't forget to laughSmiles are just never enoughHave to... more