“I’m so sorry

for all I’ve done to you”

An apology I had wished for

That never came true 

“I love you”

Silence echoes in an empty room

In my heart I bleed an inky blue

Etch myself together 

With a an old thread
A reddish hue


Write myself a letter

I wouldn’t get from you

Violet contusions fading into daylight

A hole in the wall

Where a rabbit jumped through

Even when we crash into cement 

I will never forget



A lesson learned 

In feeling better 

At 1:33 in the afternoon 

It was never just me

It was never just you