January 8, 2022

Happy New Year… it has been a trip in the past year…2021

I decided to go visit my family in California for the Christmas holidays. I didn’t want to spend this past year by myself. I am so glad I did. It was bittersweet. Thinking back on all the memories of the past year my new resolution is to make the best for myself for the rest of my life this year.

There are events that some people go through shock and denial, pain and guilt, anger and bargaining, depression, then the upward turn. I am at that stage. It hasn’t been easy but I am looking forward to my new life. Deciding for the rest of my life isn’t easy. Should I sell my home, move or move to another state, sell my cars and buy another one? Questions. The only thing left for me to do is spread Ray’s ashes. I will be spreading his ashes in September of this year where he wanted me to. Up high in the mountains by a moose so he travels in the air and ends up in a river or the ocean.

My proposal to you is if you need any help or just someone to hear your frustration with the loss of a loved one please email me. I will be your listening ear.

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