âDid you love him?
â Of course I Did! I was with him wasnât I?
â And after everything happened, did you keep on loving him?
â Even though it is hard to admit, yes. I kept⊠keep loving him.
â So⊠Why you did not fight back? Why you didnât do anything to keep him with you ?
â How ? It wouldnât have change the outcome. I knew that even if I loved him, our love couldnât keep happening. Sometimes you try to force things and no matter how much you try, you just know deep down is not gonna work⊠so you stop trying. I realized it was enough. We only kept hurting each other, we only remembered all the bad stuff and forgot about he good times. I shouldnât even say that I will always love him. I wonât forget about him, I still Look back at our relationship and see how much we loved each other at some point, I will always cherish those moments. Maybe he now hates me. Maybe his friends hate me because â I did not love himâ, but nobody knows how was it for me. Nobody knows how many smiles he stole from me, oh god I miss those good days. Maybe it was me the one who was wrong, maybe I did not think through, but I loved him. I thought for a while that I finally forgot about him, that I got over everything we went through, until I saw him laughing with his friends⊠he was happy. I understood that I did not forget about him, I understood that no matter how fast time changes, my love for him was always going to be intact. I know he is happy without me, just how I was happy with him.